Have you ever had it happen that all the sudden you start seeing and hearing a word EVERYWHERE. I mean, it’s a word you never really noticed before and then BAM! All the sudden that word is everywhere you turn. It’s like the Universe, or God, or whatever you call the Source or the Greater Than or the Eternal Is, has decided you need to focus on learning something and is trying to get your attention.
For me, most recently, the word is “equanimity,” which means “composure, especially under stress or strain” or “the quality of being calm, especially when under stress.” Another way of looking at it is that you are centered and when something comes along to knock you off center, how quickly you can regain your composure, how quickly you can get centered again.
It makes me think of the old Weeble toys that were huge in the 1970’s when I was a small kid. The commercials used to say that Weebles wobble, but they don’t fall down.
At the beginning of the year when I first started learning about Stoicism and Buddhism, I bumped into the word “equanimity” for the first time that I can recall. And I basically learned the meaning and said to myself “That’s a cool idea, I should learn to do that more.” Then I did literally nothing to do that more.
And without giving it another thought, a few weeks later, suddenly “equanimity” is EVERYWHERE I look or listen.
I’m a hardheaded guy, but it doesn’t take a ton of bricks falling on me to get my attention. (Or maybe it does.) So OK, Universe / God / Eternal Is / Source / Greater Than, you win!
I will start to act more like a Weeble!
Today, I will make it a point to pay attention to how far off center I get when something doesn’t go according to plan. Today, I’ll start noticing how much and how often those kinds of things knock me off center. Today, I’ll start being more mindful of what things I allow to knock me off center. (Ouch, that one hurt a little as I typed it because it sucks to admit that I am the one who allows myself to get knocked off center for longer than it really takes.)
Starting today, I will begin learning to wobble, but not fall down. As much.
I hope you’ll join me in that learning.